Okay so this week was a bad week...
I'm not going to go into too much detail but just know it was a bad week, Today is the first day where I haven't woken up crying... but thanks to some of the most amazing people, My partner of almost 4 years and my best guy friend they have been my rock throughout the whole week and without them I would still be a blubbering mess, I have had the most amazing but bad week, I got to see the best friend for the first time in so long although at 2m apart and he made me smile and laugh so much to help me get through my bad week...
Okay so to help some of you understand, at a very very young age my best friend who I have known for what feels like forever, she died... It was her birthday on the 8 June... so it was a bad week... I couldn't do what i normally do which is switch of my phone and go and sit in her favourite spot and just sit and think about things but with the lock-down and everything that is happening at the moment I just could't.
So all week my partner and best guy friend have been helping me get through that, even with my mood swings and for that I am truly grateful and it makes me feel well and truly loved....
People at the moment are just so easy to get angry and stress at everything and everyone just because they can but with how the world is now people just need to remember to be kinds and live in the moment, whether it's doing jigsaws in the living room or playing video games on any of the platforms that you have or doing the garden... just take a moment, think, listen and see what is going on with the world, listen to the birds that are singing outside your bedroom window, think about how your going to spend time with the people you live with, I don't just mean getting drunk but baking or bbqing or just switching off the tv and playing board games!. These are the moments that people live for and for those who are complaining that they have to stay inside and they can't see friends and all that bullshit, we all have to sacrifice something and think there is always someone who has it worse...
As I said think and listen because you never know what your going to hear.
Also always think before you speak as you never know what someone else is going through.
If you've made it this far then thank you so much for just reading my rambles.
As always thanks for visiting my little something special
Heather
(I'm going to add some photos of me with my partner and my best guy friend, these photos I have not taken)
My with the best guy friend(middle)
Me and my partner...